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Recovery Part IV: Focus
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| In art as it is in life: focus on the process…. |
I often catch myself thinking about the future. Dreaming of running in the mountains or toeing the line at races this summer. And although it’s ok to think about the big picture, I also need to focus on the now. The process. Because getting too far ahead of myself can create an allusion of somewhere I am not.
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| …..And the outcome will appear. |
they were talking about what it means to engage in the process, rather than the
outcome. This really resonated with me and got me thinking about my own
situation. All my forward thinking about the future really pulls me away from
where I am right now. The present. How can I bring awareness to exactly where I
am at this very minute? How can I live in my now? These thoughts grounded me, in a good way. In a way I needed. Instead of thinking I can’t wait for…… , I put my energy into living right now. Because let’s face it- that’s where I am!
Getting too far ahead of myself only brings about wishing for something I don’t have. And that’s not productive.
people helping me get through this recovery. Focus
Physical Therapy.
therapsits Burke
Selbst and Peter
Schrey, at Focus. They’ve both been instrumental in helping me troubleshoot
past injuries and work through the normal wear and tear that comes with running
so much. In the past couple months they have been my rock. I’ve had a lot of
ups and downs post-surgery; and through every imaginable emotion, they have
been there to support me, both physically and emotionally. I cannot tell you
how many times I’ve broken down into tears of frustration or sent a panicked
email to Burke and Peter. They’ve gone above and beyond the normal role of a
physical therapist. Because of our relationship and the effort they’ve been
willing to put in, I feel like I’m on track.
To compliment my recovery plan from Dr. Alfredson, I’ve been working with Peter and Burke on a weekly basis to improve my mobility, strength, range of motion, etc. in my left foot. Each week we’ve worked on progressing and pushing my foot a little further. It’s a slow process, but SO important so that when I do return to running, I don’t compensate due to strength imbalances.
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| Burke sawing off my foot. Kidding! Scar work to get the skin gliding better. |
It’s incredible how much effort it takes to re-wire the nervous system. I’m now focusing on learning how to walk correctly and engage my calf as I roll off my toe. It’s not easy! If you see you walking around town with an intense focused look on my face, that’s why!
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| Re-learning how to walk, beach style! The beach is an excellent place to practice. |
I could start to think about running at that time. And by running I mean like 1
min on, 1 min off x 5. Easing back in very slowly. However, I’m not sure I’m
ready yet. I have no desire to jump back in too soon, despite what my mind
wants. I want to do this correctly, so that might mean waiting a couple more
weeks. I AM planning to at least test the waters, under the guidance of Peter
and Burke (so I don’t open the flood gates), possibly on the Alter-G next week.
Fingers crossed!
You are SOOOOOO inspirational! I needed this! Still not running after fluid in the bone of my hip since August!….
Thanks Meghan. Hope you heal soon 🙂 Take some time to try something else!
Your all pro in everything that you do! I'm sure your attention to detail will pay large dividends in the long term… keep it up!